I dunno but all I see in my future is hopefully a 12-gauge shotgun
I know I should be thankful and I am but god sometimes I can't take it
no ambitions, no dreams no goals fuck all. I just want to exist for a little while but I have so much damn expectations placed on me it just crushes me.
And I probably shouldn't have been born at all yet they expect so much of me while I'm content with trivial shit.

I fucking hate my life so god damn much. Had a tech job before covid, got fired during covid, applied to any and every job I could, nobody would hire me other than this retail job and let me tell you something, this fucking job makes me want to end my fucking life. There are no good days, whenever something good happens it’s like multiple bad things have to happen to even things out, I hate dealing with fucking self centered, high and mighty coworkers/management, I hate dealing with aggressive and racist customers, hate feeling like I’m being sabotaged constantly, hate being blamed for anything and everything because I don’t talk and people know I won’t fight back, hate having all these fucking rumors about me, people gossiping about me, hate having to do multiple peoples’ jobs on my own, hate having to do a job that should take 4 people by myself, hate having to skip breaks because of the amount of work I’m given, hate dealing with third party workers with attitude problems, hate dealing with people from other departments, etc. When I say this job makes me want to fucking end it I mean it. This is not a joke, this isn’t venting, I mean this shit whole fucking heartedly. I’m in so much fucking pain, I can’t do this anymore. I’m miserable, depressed and alone - and I mean truly alone, I have nobody to talk to. I have no partner, no friends, no nothing - maybe my therapist when I have the energy to call them. And I can’t find a new job because I work 10 hour shifts, 5 days a week and I’m so fucking tired to do anything that I just lay in bed all day because my body fucking hurts. I’m so tired that I have no motivation at all. I just can’t live like this anymore.

For legal reasons this is a joke 🫩

Me too, ChatGPT, me too.

Won’t get too into detail (don’t want to dox myself) but god damn… went in realistically expecting to be a decent 4 or 5 and basically got told I’m just plain fucking ugly by almost every comment. Some nice ones and some harsh ones but had decent feedback on what I could improve but the majority were so fucking cruel and mean. I know it’s r/amiugly but god damn. Starting to slowly improve myself and felt a little confident and I get beaten the fuck down.

Edit: Not really taking the comments to heart though - I know it’s Reddit and it’s hard to judge someone in a still pic but still. Some comments really got me but I just laughed it off in the end and only really listened to the comments with genuine feedback.