Basically, I lost my virginity to this girl. The first time we had sex, it didn't last all that long, but once it was over, she cuddled up to me and said, “You felt so good.” She was shuddering from the waist down, she said that just happens when she has sex, so I thought I did something right. The next time we had sex, she was all over me and it was fine. Then the last time, she was all over me again, but she wanted to go again immediately after because I finished quick again. During this second go, it lasted a bit longer, but I still stopped soon. She wanted me to get on top, but as I tried to maneuver myself with my pants still around my knees, I went soft. She noticed, and then we stopped. As I was getting dressed, my ego was crumbling. Like, how the fuck did I just go soft? She just said, “You’re so handsome.” We continued hanging out for a few weeks before she decided she wanted to go back to her ex, whom she had been with for eight years. She’s 21 and I’m 19
This was months ago, but now all of a sudden, I find out she’s telling people my dick was this 🤏 big and that the sex was really, really bad. I’d never been insecure about my dick because I thought it was fine great, even. But it’s been crushing me this last week, and I can't exactly talk to her about it since it has been so long. I don't know if she was only being nice in the moment trying not to hurt my feelings, but I will say the end of our “thing” was not good at all she lied so much and played the victim acting like her throwing me under the bus wasn’t her fault or her decision it was really bad. Idk what to think i accepted that she may have simply wanted him back and now suddenly the reason why i was discarded was my dick.
Edit: I would like to point out my dick is more than 6 inches that is objective I’d only measured it this week because hearing this made me so insecure